How hard I try to smile, your memories make me sad. How difficult it is to move on but I try and try and try. Not so easy dear, but I pretend to be happy and gay...just to keep my people smiling. Does anyone even remember what my life would have been, had all gone well?
All I wish is you come back to me, but am I scared enough not to say that...I know, I know, life isn't easy...that's what everyone has told me...but has anyone ever told me how to take in all this and still be happy?
I think you are a star now, if not in my life then at least in the sky above me...and I feel you around me wherever I go. You listening my dear??... I am waiting for you...come again, bless my life...and please don't go away again!!
